My Mindgasm Journey: Progress Report
Every lesson I take becomes my new favorite lesson (Currently on Day 12 of the challenge). I had not done my rewiring yet, so no matter what I did, I never really felt anything.
The Struggle Before Mindgasm (MG)
Before starting the challenge I tried various things, rocking, aneros, vibes, etc. There have certainly been occasions I have had to take recovery breaks, as a result of trying too hard to make something happen, and only taxed my body in the process. I have amassed quite a nice collection of toys I don’t gain value from. Well, I did gain something, frustration at how uncomfortable I find aneros.
A Different Approach to Transformation
But doing MG, I’m not racing to a finish, it’s a transformation where every step of the journey is a re-investigation how I relate to myself. Every day I get to either meditate, or have a curated exercise set lined up for me, it’s such a treat.
Week One: Learning the Fundamentals
The first week taught me to locate my pelvic floor muscles, and how to begin controlling them (I did use aneros at times to help learn how to differentiate my muscles). And on my rest days, from lesson 8, and the blog posts, I learned that it’s not about slamming a button as hard as you can.
The Breakthrough Moment
On one of my rest days, I was feeling good, and tried lesson 3 as a reward for the progress I’d made training my pelvic floor muscles. What I didn’t expect, is how seamlessly training my pelvic floor muscles transitioned into executing “the wave.”
Building the Neural Pathways
And since the wave is a light weight skill I can do at anytime without overtraining my muscles, I started doing it every time I feel arousal. Sure I didn’t feel anything from it, but if part of rewiring includes training your brain to associate your source with arousal, then a skill I could perform every time I felt aroused seemed like the perfect choice for Pavlonian reinforcement.
First Signs of Progress
And now, while it’s still weak, I’ve started to feel something. I’m so glad I went with MG over more expensive toys, and I can’t wait until Day 15. Everyone here talks about “the top” like it’s magical and I am so curious.
by AceGhost – on Discord– June 2025
